Two Is Better Than One

Who could have ever imagined it was possible to love two children as much as I do. I could not be more grateful for both of my children. Spencer is doing so well. Every day the Doctors and Nurses keep telling us they cant believe how well he is doing. They try to prepare us that it is likely he will take a step backwards any day but he just keeps taking them forward. Who would have ever know that at 27 weeks a child could be so strong. At times Lee and I try to looks for explanations as to why he is doing so well. Maybe it is this or maybe it is that but it all comes down to one thing. Our Father In Heaven is blessing him and our family like never before. This experience has brought me so close to my Lord and really made me realise that everything is in his hands. And I feel that it is so important to give credit to him.

Kaylee is doing better with the situation too. She has been such a good girl and I am so proud of her. For weeks now she has had to be so strong and try to understand what exactly has been happening. The other night during our family prayer she said "Please bless Spencer in his cage that he wont be scared" It just goes to show the innocence of a child. I love her so much. Who would have ever thought that by having children your love would increase a million times? I never could have prepared myself. And to think I was afraid that I wouldnt have enough love for both of them.